5 reasons why i don't wanna work:
1. it's a drag... i don't like the feeling that i have to drag myself to work... i don't have the motivation... and if i don't have any programme after work; it's worse! cause there is nth to look forward to during work... and i've to drag myself home after work...
2. i've nth to look forward to at work... it's not like going to school; u look forward in meeting your friends... there is no friend there... no one of my age grp... for me to gossip with... as much as i don't think there is friend in working world... i wish for one...
3. i'm guilty charged... cause i practically have to drag myself to work... so i always laze ard on bed... refusing to get up and bath... so when i reached the office late... i always have that guilt feeling which i dislike... i know i can do something about it... but i really can't help it to be late... damned... and i know im so gonna get into trouble one fine day...
4. i dislike not being myself... and i dislike the 'me' facing my fk-up colleagues... so fake... we have no topic anyway... our common topic will be work... and some random small talks... i dislike small talk... but it is not avoidable in the working world... making small talk is like a 'must'... so i talk lor (that's the positive me)...
a negative me goes argh and made faces when im alone in the lift or somewhere...
5. sometimes, i guess... u keep getting into troubles till u are scared of them... and most of these troubles are just so unnecessary... a positive me said that 'u learn from troubles and u grow from there'... a negative me said that 'what the fk... not again?!'
just read jacky wu's news abt him leaving showbiz...
he said something that inspires me...
"it does not matter how far and how high u went; how u ends off is the most important."
so when is the right time for me???
