..::I.Hate.Monday::..
somehow... i think...
i wish i hasn't been given the responsibility to perform...
im under duress of stress...
and im damn inexperience...
have been busy since i came to work...
with meeting...
then walking around...
blah blah blah...
and there goes my morning... =(
i spent the later part of the morning not concentrating...
half listening to whatever they are all trying to tell me...
answering sub-consciously to them...
usually i just throw the qns back to their face...
like a walking zombie...
felt that im lack of sleep...
lack of energy... probably need a energy bar...
lack of enthusiastic...
i always used to tell my boii that ive limited memory space in my brain...
hence, i usually don't remember names of ppl i know...
usually don't recognise them when i see them on street...
now... i find that my memory space is bursting...
due to work...
there is so many things to remember...
and i admit ive been forgetting thingS...
and ive stop caring for alot of things that's none of my business in the office...
i feel like im becoming colder... feeling-less...
today, i cant even be bother to listen to my boss...
which usually i will listen patiently...
today i just ignore... =(
and continue doing my stuffs...
ive got a few people 'under' me...
colleagues... not contractors...
ironically, they are all much more experience than me...
and i consult them more too...
and they are usually my external memory space...
im sometimes caught in a difficult position...
e.g: ive to scold them yet not offend them...
-oh well-
feel like sleeping le...
later still gotta meet up with my partner...
settle last year accounts for my shop...
what a fulfiling life i have
will be complete if ive to study at the same time
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