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Saturday, August 11, 2007

..::Pissed.Unhappy.Angry::..

I seriously agree with what i said in my previous post that Human are F-up at times!!!

ytd and today and probably the next few days had been mental torture to me! i hate it! i hate this; i hate that! Everything just don't seems correct! i tried my very best to do it le.. but ended up i got nth!! except some SHIT!

it really sux to be feeling like this.. feel like crying.. tears tried to flow.. but dried up fast.. just 'cause i cannot be seen crying.. what the hell~!! i m feeling very weak.. where did my strength went to? i really wonder.. if it's a battle to fight, i must win it.. or am i losing it le?

last night i lay on my bed once i got home.. staring and thinking till i fall asleep without myself knowing.. this morning i wake up early.. did not have a good sleep.. nightmare i think..

fear of doing something wrong had got me from bad to worse.. the strength used to make thing right are getting weaker and weaker.. i need to be back on the path.. i need to get used to all these SHIT and don't take things to heart so hard.. i must learn that even if i did everything right, they will find something wrong and i have to apologise and accept it..

What the F***!!! is this the ervina that i know? i don't wanna change to being COLD at this place where i wish to stay.. i trust that i can learn alot here and grow up here.. but not growing up being COLD..

i know that this world is evil, dark and hidden... smiles, laughters, love are all surfaces.. but this is not the world i wanna be in..

i'm sorry honey.. i think because of the situation i m in, i have neglected u greatly.. i do hope this weekend will be a good one.. and i shld not be affect by my emotions, thoughts which causes my behaviour.. *i can do it de*

and.. i do not have a low EQ!!! this is to the person who said that to me.. and i will prove to u that i do not have a low EQ..!!

from this incident, i believe i can handle things in future well.. and paper strategies need to be work out.. this i promise myself..

-God bless me pls-

-Angel.by.my.side- 2:51:00 PM